What should I say about today?

About a guy that passed by my instant life, and lighted up again the thoughts and actions living in EU.

He said, we are very likely not going to see each other after he left my land.

And I wanted to tell him about Shannon theory, “the most unpredictable events takes place with the most information.”

But maybe I don’t have to tell him, and that he was just telling me some other unspoken information that I didn’t get, such as he already is dating someone at home. Could be.

I thought for a while, but there is only gratitude left, no anger, no frustration. We both did our best.

Instagram account was deleted just yet, because I need to work on my French exam. I noticed myself often wanted to do or post something just to grab people’s attention, and THAT, also distracted me. As now I need absolute tranquility, I deleted it and felt so free.

So I paused the dating app, I need to be alone without phone. Maybe for a month, maybe for three months, maybe a year. Who know?